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Saturday, May 10, 2008

Thankful.



As I was thinking what to title this post the best word that came to mind is THANKFUL. I have not posted on here for a long time and it is because it has just been one of those weeks. I could list a million things that went wrong this week but I am not going to even start. Today I finally have had some time to just think back about this week and think of what I could of done different. Just when you think you have your life all planned out the way you want it to be then something changes, I realized Today that you just have to roll with the punches and just be thankful for the things you have now. I am so stuck on all my plans that I want for the future that I can't even be thankful for the things I have now. " Count Your Blessing" came into my head Today for some reason and it really made me think of all the blessings I really do have and of course my little girl came into my mind as the song was going through my head, I am really lucky to have her and even though this week I felt like pulling my hair out, life is really good. I just need to look at all the good things that we have and just focus on them. I think I am so worried about all the negative things that Ava is doing that I don't even consider all the positive things that she does and starting Today I am going to try and focus on all the nice and positive things she does.

I know Mothers Day is Tomorrow and I was thinking of what I could do just to be a better Mom, sometimes I feel like I am not doing anything right and I am constantly thinking of how I can handle any situation that comes into play without screaming lol. I guess I fell like that is all I am really doing. I am sure I will learn as some more Bohman kids come along but it is always nice to hear other people's advice. I have a feeling I am in trouble because she is only 1 and I just don't know what to do with this little sassy girl. I know when I look back I am just going to laugh but for now I am THANKFUL for all my blessings, especially AVA!

3 comments:

Mandi said...

Hey I am sorry you have had such a rough week(s) I text you last week and asked how you were, you didn't write back, and I never thought something was wrong, I had forgotten about it, now I realized I should have called. Maybe I could not have helped but I do know friends sometimes could help. Anyway, I hope you are ok. have a great mother's day! And try not to be so hard on yourself, I have been with you so much and seen how good you are with Ava. She loves you. good work. If you need anything, I am here. *mandi*

Kathryn said...

First, Holy Moly! You cut your hair, I LOVE it!! Second, You are a great Mother and are great with Ava. I totally understand though, there are days I want to pull my hair out too! But you are right, sometimes you really do just have to "roll with the punches." Life is not always peaches and cream and we just have to deal with what we're handed. Your post helped me realize that I too am blessed, thank you for that. I hope you're feeling better now, let me know if you need anything. Have a wonderful Mother's Day!! We miss you! Love, Kathy

PS- Tell Brian we said hello!

Brittney & Morgan said...

Kei.... Did you cut your hair? It is so dang cute! I am in desperate need of a girls night. Can you help me out with that? Happy Mothers Day!