A Little on The Stressed side

Lets just say that this last week or two we have been a little on the stressed side. Brian is getting pretty close to being done with school so he can apply for Pharmacy School. We have been working on this application for USN Pharm D program. You have to write five essays which I didn't think were very easy to answer.. You basically have to sell your self to this school and tell them everything wonderful about you which is great but sometimes it is like OK am I sounding a little too cocky. I don't know maybe we are looking into it a little to much but this is what is going to get his foot in the door. There is nothing else that they can go by at this point.
I feel confident about this and I know like with everything else in life the lord has a purpose for us and even if we don't understand right in that moment why it is happening, one day I think we can look back and be thankful and know the reasons. I feel like a lot of things in my life lately just are not fitting into that perfect little place I want them to be and I know right now I don't understand it and I can get really upset about it but then again I just have to think there is nothing I can do better then what I am doing right now so it is out of my hands.. I know that if Brian is suppose to go to this school then he will and I am just really hoping we get to stay here and not move to IDAHO if he does get accepted there then I guess that is where we are suppose to be. To tell you the truth I just hope he gets accepted anywhere at this point. I would hate to wait a whole nother year for him to apply.